Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Notice the new layout?

Notice the new layout??

I changed the header into Jack-o-Lantern first but then after Halloween passed, I remember I deleted my Arashi header (yes, the one with all five members were shirtless and with the black background). So, since I want to tone down my layout, I choose a really really plain color, pale blue with gray and green-ish theme. Cool eh?

I'm wondering whether I should start writing new fic or not. Should I just start Saliva Tuesday 2 or start a new fic? Dilemma.. dilemma.

Ah, the other day, I was feeling really depressed and went to Suicide survivor's page. Yeah, give a depressed person a depressing web page, what will you get? I was double depressed after reading some of the stories and poems from the suicide survivors, especially the family of the deceased mentioned how much they missed and loved their kids/anyone that died from suicide.

I want to share 1 poem that really struck my heart to the core. I cried reading it.


We do not need a special day
To bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you
Are very hard to find.

Each morning when we awake,
We know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heart ache
As we try to carry on.

Our hearts still ache with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.

Our thoughts are always with you,
Your place no one can fill.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death we love you still.

There will always be a heartache,
And often a silent tear.
But always a precious memory
Of the days when you were here.

If tears could make a staircase,
And heartaches make a lane,
We'd walk the path to heaven
And bring you home again.

We hold you close within our hearts;
And there you will remain,
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.

Our family chain is broken now,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.

~ Written by Connie Dyer, BP/USA, Springfield, IL

In loving memory of Chrissie Carrigan.

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