The same old love song.

Urgh.. My head feels like it'll explode anytime soon. I can feel the pulse in my eyes. I tried to sleep but, I think I've slept too long this morning.

Been dipping my finger in the peanut butter bottle and licking it since half an hour ago, hoping I would feel less bored today. I tried to continue my fic but ideas just won't come to mind. I tried reading the articles for my AV assignments but regardless of the many article titles, I don't think any of it related to my topic. So, I tried to do my Archive's report. It got me going till 8th page before I got bored again. So, I watched movies. (-_-). It got me sleepy and when I did try to sleep, my headache worsen. So, here I am, typing in my blog and surfing the blogspot, hoping I'll find some unlocked blog for me to read. Then I realized, I don't read other people's blogs to know what their feelings and what they ramble.

I don't expect people to read my blog. Heck, I don't even care if people read my blog and find it's boring. I guess I don't want to be the typical blog writer who writes anything amusing in their mind, for the sake to amuse their reader.

Oh f*ck.

Isn't that's the reason why people create their blog in the first place?

And here I thought Blogspot was to write anything, even the un amusing things.

*sigh*

I'm going back to bed. There's still two hours left till my lab test.

Later~

(dipping my finger in the peanut butter bottle for the last time before going up my double Decker-bed)

yummmmmmm~

w00t~

Top that~
I managed to clean my Local Disk C. *Proud of myself.*
Last week I only had less than 10 GB left. *smug look on my face*

Watching the simpsons~

Me and the adorable Bobo. I think the owner, my housemate, gave Bobo a french name. -MetroDodo or something. :D

Isn't he/she cute?

The cute bottom

Kiss. <3

I'm gonna go back to writing my fic again.

All of the sudden, I want to become a writer when I grow up. :D

I'm having second thoughts. I want to continue my study in museum, but it seems that it only has in New Zealand or in the US. Hmmm... should I continue my studies?

I just want to cry

God, I need strength now.

I opened my facebook today. Someone's dad died a few hours ago. She wasn't my relative or my friend. She's not even on my friend's list. She's my friend's friend. I wanted to cry. I don't know why but I just want to. I fell like calling my parents right now (it's 23:34 pm) and asked them are they okay and please find it in their hearts to forgive all the sins I've done. I don't know why, but I'm feeling really sad today. I logged on my YM, and I got an offline message from my Indonesian friend, saying a relative of hers died from heart cancer. My tears almost drop. God, please take good care of the departed ones and place them in a better place.

They're not related to me in every way but somehow I can feel sadness engulfs me.


My thoughts are those who lost someone they love today. May God bless their souls and let them rest in peace.