Slowly melting away

I laugh and I smile but I'm not being real to myself.

I just wish everything would just end.

I'm so tired.

I'm just too sleepy.

I don't want to think about what tomorrow might bring me.

Or the next day, or next week.

I... I just want to sleep.


P/s: That is not my death note. I'm just writing after listing what my test and assignments would be for this week, next week and the week after, and boy... it will made you wish you would never ever be in my shoes. xD

Friday - Test

Monday - Test DB and Presentation and submit report
Tuesday - Test and Presentation and submit report
Wednesday - Test
Thursday - Submit report and test, then send transcript for proof reading
Friday - die a little.


Monday - DB
Tuesday - Oral Test and Presentation
Wednesday- Submit third Language vid
Thursday - Submit Report and transcript proof reading
Friday - Submit XML

Now, who told me that Records Management was such an easy course compared to the other three courses offered?

Assignments? Gawd no~

I've came back to hell already. -_-;

And, I realized I had so many unfinished assignments left undone. Urgh. what is this feeling? Tiredness? Laziness? Dying little by little? Turning into a goo? All of those including the dying little by little bits. I need to stop my procrastination and begin to do my work. *sigh*

Ah, urgent news. My housemate just bought Bobo the rabbit another rabbit. A male rabbit. *rolling eyes* those two rabbit will start humping each other sometime soon. The name new rabbit's name is Popo, and he's a week or so smaller than Bobo. :)

I need to start doing my work now. Bye.

[p/s]: I'm loving the font.

I'm coming home.

I'm coming home, to the place where I belong. -Chris Daughtry-

W00t!!! I'm coming back for the holiday. My holiday was suppose to start Friday next week but I guess most of the students an the faculty members are slowly going back this weekend.

I can't wait to meet my brothers. God knows I miss them so much. Though, tomorrow night I'm going to Kuching, it's about 14 hours bus ride to do my assignment. I'm coming back on Monday though. One day at home then off to do homework again~

After the holiday, I'm packed with assignments and tests but I'll worry about that when my holiday almost end. :)

My flight is at 20:40 pm.

*Looks at the clock again* 18:06 pm.

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I can't almost taste my hometown's fresh air~ YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! I'm coming back home, mom!

"Come Home"

[Verse 1]
Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I’m young
For speaking out of turn
There’s someone I’ve been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They’re in the wrong place trying to make it right
But I’m tired of justifying
So i say you’ll..

[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
So come home
Oh

[Verse 2]
I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain’t as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now..Yeahh
Well maybe I’m just dreaming out loud
Until then

[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Oh

[Interlude]
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
So hear this now

[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Come home

My battery is about to run out. Soooooo.... bye~ I'm coming back Sarawak!!

The same old love song.

Urgh.. My head feels like it'll explode anytime soon. I can feel the pulse in my eyes. I tried to sleep but, I think I've slept too long this morning.

Been dipping my finger in the peanut butter bottle and licking it since half an hour ago, hoping I would feel less bored today. I tried to continue my fic but ideas just won't come to mind. I tried reading the articles for my AV assignments but regardless of the many article titles, I don't think any of it related to my topic. So, I tried to do my Archive's report. It got me going till 8th page before I got bored again. So, I watched movies. (-_-). It got me sleepy and when I did try to sleep, my headache worsen. So, here I am, typing in my blog and surfing the blogspot, hoping I'll find some unlocked blog for me to read. Then I realized, I don't read other people's blogs to know what their feelings and what they ramble.

I don't expect people to read my blog. Heck, I don't even care if people read my blog and find it's boring. I guess I don't want to be the typical blog writer who writes anything amusing in their mind, for the sake to amuse their reader.

Oh f*ck.

Isn't that's the reason why people create their blog in the first place?

And here I thought Blogspot was to write anything, even the un amusing things.

*sigh*

I'm going back to bed. There's still two hours left till my lab test.

Later~

(dipping my finger in the peanut butter bottle for the last time before going up my double Decker-bed)

yummmmmmm~