An old poem I dugged up between my notes.

I can feel you slowly leaving me
You left me when I am down
You were always there when I am happy
Why now?
When my heart is slowly dying?
When I cried silently inside, I knew you were there.
But why...
When when En. Lah said
10% for the test
I saw you left me and went upward
why did you leave me...
My soul





Oct.4th.2010
After DB test and En. Lah said the test was actually 10% not 5%.

HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!

It's 31st October. It means.....

Halloween!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Have you seen Google's page?! COOL!!!


The word Halloween is first attested in the 16th century and represents a Scottish variant of the fuller All-Hallows-Even ("evening"), that is, the night before All Hallows Day. Up through the early 20th century, the spelling "Hallowe'en" was frequently used, eliding the "v" and shortening the word. Although the phrase All Hallows is found in Old English (ealra hālgena mæssedæg, mass-day of all saints), All-Hallows-Even is itself not attested until 1556.
[thank you, Wikipedia]

So basically, it's a feast for the dead. Ah, which reminds me. All saints' day is on the 1st of November. Halloween is like Hallow's Eve. Hallow here means ghost, so means that Halloween is the eve where the ghost roams the earth. From what I understand la~

I still remember when I was young, my parents went to the cemetery along with all the other parishioners to lit the candle on every grave, in remembrance, on 1st November every year. When we went on our ritual evening/late night drive the whole Catholic cemetery looks eerie/beautiful bask in the candle light glow. :)


Later all~ I need to study my database. -___-

-Currently-

*Listening to Michael Jackson's Thriller*


It's close to midnight and something evil's lurking in the dark
Under the moonlight, you see a sight that almost stops your heart
You try to scream but terror takes the sound before you make it
You start to freeze as horror looks you right between the eyes
You're paralyzed

THRILLER!!!!!!

What's for dinner?

On the far left is scrambled egg, then the brownish water in the water bottle is Tea, the rice and the red-scary-spicy looking soup is actually the leftover Tom Yam from lunch and finally the stir fried cabbage and white broccolli. Yummm~~

Another angle

I cook all of this for dinner using the rice cooker. I'm such an expert in cooking. xD

Thank you for all the 'eaters' yang secara langsung dan tidak langsung membantu memasak and memakan my food. :D

Later all~

Colors of my life

I love green. I do, really! I love red too. Though, I was actually obsessed with these two colors because of Arashi's Matsujun and Sho's color font. xD.

I know, it's a very childish obsession. But hey, who can blame me. Those two men are attractive and the two colors also attract people to take a second look. xD

Name: 櫻井翔 Sakurai Sho

Date of Birth:1982 January 25
Birthplace: Tokyo, Japan
Height: 171cm
Weight: 60kg
Star Sign: Aquarius
Blood Type: A
Family: Mom, Dad, younger sister, younger brother
Favorite Subjects: Japanese, Geography
Least Favorite Subjects: Anything related to math and science
Favorite Food: Pizza
Profession: Actor, Singer, Host
Talent Agency: Johnny's Entertainment
JPop Group: Arashi
Sakurai has the highest education among Arashi, being a graduate of Keio University, and has become the inspiration for younger Johnny's idols such as NEWS members to pursue higher education after graduating for high school
Sakurai is also a known promoter of education towards today's youth in Japan, being spokesperson for Jounan Yobiko, a known enrichment cram school back in early 2005.

Trivia:
+Sho's father is a government official.
+Sho's mother is a college/university literature professor.
+Sho's secret to success in studying for school is to put everything on hold, including his career, and spend at least 1 month in advance strictly studying at home or at the library.
+His favorite TV channels are MTV and Discovery Channel.
+Sho likes to read before going to bed.
+Sho doesn't feel comfortable or confident taking his shirt off for photo shoots.
+Sho's ideal girlfriend: sweet, simple, smart-dressed (i.e. no skimpy clothes), non-smoker, non-celebrity with intelligence and an independently thinking mind.
+Sho likes to surf the Internet on his free time.
+Sho has a passion for learning about History

Matsumoto Jun (松本潤)

Nick Name: Matsujun, Junji, King [By all Arashi], Jun-Chan, Matsumoto-kun, Do-S

Profession: actor, singer, host

Jpop Group: Arashi

Date of Birth: August 30, 1983

Birthplace: Tokyo, Japan

Height: 173cm

Weight: 58kg

Blood type: A

Zodiac: Virgo

Family: Father, mother & an elder sister

Interests: acting, music, dance, theatre, photography

Favorite Food: Noodles, dry plums, mango

Favorite Colors: White, black and blue

Favorite smiley: m(_ _)m

Favorite Sport: baseball

Enjoys: go to the beach and play with dogs… even though he doesn’t have a dog, shopping and buy clothes, likes to change his hairstyle.

See, they're so gosh darn adorable. *swoon*

Ah! I had Vegetable Tom Yam for lunch.

It was really really really reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally hot + spicy + sour but I love it!!

Oh yea, this entry has no actual point actually.
I just want to share my love towards Arashi and Tom Yam.
Yeah. Both of them actually connects in a parallel universe... somehow.
Ah! Remember Arashi no Shukudai kun, where they played Sugoroku, and Jun's batsu game was to eat the very 'karai'/spicy Tom Yam from Thailand. And Jun said "Tom Yam ga daisuki!" He said he loves Tom Yam!
See, Tom Yam and Arashi are connected, somehow.
xD

Later all~

Meeting Lee Chong Wei

Okay, a few days back I was listening to the radio and heard about the Kaspersky antivirus's ad. Then it said "Meet badminton's champion's Lee Chong Wei in Plaza Low Yatt, on the 28th October." I was like "CHANCE!!"

My younger brother, MartxX has been bothering me to get Chong Wei's autograph or picture of him during my stay here in KL. Of course, I don't have time to go to Bukit Jalil to meet that guy, so when I heard he was in Low Yatt, I was really happy. Finally, one of my brother's wishes finally fulfilled. [I am usually a bad sister to him, so this would make up all the evil things I've done towards him. haha..]

Then I realized, my first paper starts on the 28th.

Shit!

I called my classmate and she said our paper is at two. I was really down. Then, a few minutes later, she messaged me back saying our final actually starts at nine am.

With smiles on my face, I went back to my study table and studied.

Then, Thursday finally came. I answered the paper and it ends at 12 pm. I went back to my room, took my MP3, camera, books [Dan Brown's Angel and Demon and empty book for Chong Wei to sign.] Around one pm, I waited at the bus stop.

After 2 bus ride and 1 monorail ride, I finally reach Plaza Low Yatt at 3.50 pm. There was soooooooooooooooooooooooooo many people. Chinese mostly, Chong Wei's fan I guess. I slip through the people and stood as close as possible to where he was sitting but of course I can't went inside the Kaspersky zone, because I was late and only people who bought the antivirus could sit in that zone.

I went to the 1st floor and stood about 6'clock from when he was sitting on the stage to sign autograph. I took a lot of pictures of him, some was blurry and some was very sharp. :)

So, finally after buying a thumb drive for a friend and surveying the 1.5 TeraByte external harddrive [which is really cheap, by the way. Only RM260. I bought my 600 GigaByte last year about RM220.], I made my long way back to my campus. Leaving around 4.30 pm and hadn't had anything to eat since morning, I messaged my friend to buy me some rice and arrived back at my room around 7 pm.

My stomach singing from hunger and my head throbbing from lack of sleep and didn't rest after my first paper, I went online and chatted with my brother and called him through YM. :)

I was really happy despite everything that has happened yesterday. :)

My country music.

Suppose I called you up tonight and told you that I loved you
And suppose I said "I wanna come back home".
And suppose I cried and said "I think I finally learned my lesson"
And I'm tired a-spendin' all my time alone.

-Randy Travis's I Told You So-

I love country music. And I got hooked with Randy Travis when I heard him sang singing in National Treasure. I think it was in the sequel where as he sang at the President's birthday party. I was hooked immediately and searched for any songs he ever released. Then, I read that he was a born-again Christian and I got to say I love "Three Wooden Crosses" and "Blessed Assurance".

Looking back on the memory of
The dance we shared beneath the stars above
For a moment all the world was right
How could I have known you'd ever say goodbye
And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance
Holding you I held everything
For a moment wasn't I the king
But if I'd only known how the king would fall
Hey who's to say you know I might have changed it all
And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance
Yes my life is better left to chance
I could have missed the pain but I'd of had to miss the dance

-Garth Brooks' The Dance-

At first, I wasn't that interested in this song because there was too much talking between the verses. Talking, as in people talking about the death of NASCAR driver and after a few research (I define research as typing NASCAR driver death the Dance using Google), I found out the driver's name is Dale Earnhardt. After listening to the same song continuously for almost 4 days (along with other religious songs from Randy Travis and other Christian Hymns to calm and relax my mind), I got to say I love this song. I can feel the sadness from this sing.

I'm off now. I need to do some course registration. It's 10 pm and the online registration closes at 11:59 pm tonight. xD

Later~

Me and the update

What the....

What language is this again?

The old language Optimus brothers used to talk with each other?

Aa... I see...

AND

Please! Ignore Sam (Shia LeBuff)'s face. This scene was when he gone crazy in class.

People, you see the resemblance?!

Nah, just kidding.

That post suddenly went haywire and change its font into that.

I did changed it to another font but it refuses to change.

*sigh*

Well, that post is better viewed using Firefox Mozilla or any other app.

It just sucks using Google Chrome. :(

I should start studying. My paper starts on 28th.

I keep reminding myself that but when I opened the first page, my eyes suddenly went blurry and I felt sleepy. xD

I've finally completed one of the longest fic I've ever written, Saliva Tuesday. The sequel will start soon, I hope.

It was 55 pages and I am very satisfied with how it ends.

Some dies, some lives and some... just went unmentioned. :)

Well, all those are for making the readers feel the suspense.

I had fun writing it.

Some of the action scenes, I had to move my hands and feet to actually know the words I wanted to use.

Ah, I cut my hair last night, with the help of my house mate.

I'll upload the pic.

Uwa.. My hair was ugly. xD

Ah, that ugly thing on the right side at the last pic is my very normal and simple handphone. Samsung. Ah, those two things attach on it, are plastic eyes. Cuteeeeee..

I bought 3 pair of eyes to use on my blind teddy bear but I can't stand the simplicity of my handphone so... I used 'gam gajah' and placed a pair of eyes on the back. cute isn't it?

So......... I need to go now.

Tomorrow, I will write about my obsession with country music and oldies.

Move Tylor Swift, there's no room for you in my iTunes. There's only good ol' Randy Travis, John Denver, Grath Brooks. <3

Aaaa.. I love country music.

Bye~~~

Exam Week

Aaaa... my final starts on 28th this month and ends on 10th November. *sigh* I just want to get it over. I'm really tired of doing assignments and cramming my brain when tests or during quizzes. I want to finally work and be stressed by my superiors and be pissed at by my subordinates. LOL. It's as if I'm gonna get a grand job, where as my subordinates will wait at my hands and feet waiting for my orders. xD

Life's hectic, during the past two weeks that I mentioned a post back. It got me thinking, who are my real friends and who are just using me for their own benefits. Some events during the past two weeks made me understood where I stood among my circle of friends. I felt like I've been shun, been left behind in the dark and not being trusted for anything. There were moments when I thought "Am I really her friend? All this time, she doesn't trust me?" and what hurts me the most was she acted like it was nothing.

Now, this week I'm really thankful that it's study week where I don't have to lie to myself and act like I actually care. I can finally peel off this mask, hiding my true self. I can finally smile and leave things that actually scar my feeling, behind. I don't have to face them. :)

I'm feeling really free this week, it's like a feeling that I've never felt before. I slept till noon, then slept again from evening till late night. Enjoying movies and dramas that I didn't have chance to watch. I AM HAPPY!

Nice, eh?

I feel this jumping at the moment. :)

So, I'm going now. I need to do some work. I need to arrange my notes. :). Later all~